Age-crisis

Oh god, I just realised that my birthday is just 2 weeks away. I will turn 21. I don't want to!

21 looks so old. I'm not old. I'm not an adult, not even close. I know that 21 is still young and almost teenager, but still. I will be one year closer to 30. Graaah. I don't want to grow up. I don't want to get a proper job career, have kids or commit myself to one place by buying a house. Oh no.

I don't think I've ever been as drunk as I was on Monday. That's not a very grown-up thing to do, now is it? Yay, I apparently still act like a teenager. ;P I drank way too much and I have no idea why. Didn't I realise that I was drunk like a skunk already? I totally lost control of myself, which is actually really scary. I have to take it easily the next time. I just can't let that happen again.

Now maths. I'll have an exam on Monday. Argh.