8.1.05

Unbelieveable

I just read an article about how to get over your ex from some old Cosmopolitan-magazine. And, get this, it was actually helpful! A good, helpful article in Cosmopolitan.

Another helpful thing is that I am so mad at Elmo right now. I'd like to call him and tell exactly what an asshole he is, but I don't think it would help. What's the point, he is my ex-boyfriend now, it doesn't matter anymore. And I don't want to hear his explanation, because it would hurt too much.

I know what you're saying, so please stop explaining, don't tell me 'cause it hurts. (No Doubt: Don't Speak)

Well, at least right now I feel that I don't want him back. I'm progressing. I know I'll be okay when I can picture myself happily with somebody else (and I don't mean those fantasies that include jealous Elmo).

And I will be over him when I can see him with somebody else and be happy for them. Right now the idea of him with somebody else just makes me sick.

This really hasn't been my day. I'd better go to sleep.